another question in me

Another question in me
One for the powers that be
It s got me thrown
And so I put on my poker face
And try to figure it out
This undeniable doubt
A common occurence
Feeling so out of place
Guarded and cynical now
Can t help but wondering how
My heart evolved into
A rock beating inside of me
So I feel such a stoic ordeal
Where s that feeling that
I don t feel

[Chorus ]
There was a boy who had the
faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would
believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared
into the void and
I ve been searchin for
that missing person

Under a lavender moon
So many thoughts consume me
Who dimmed that glowing light
That once burned so bright in me
Is this a radical phase
A problematical age
That keeps me running
From all that I used to be
Is there a way to return
Is there a way to unlearn
That carnal knowledge
That s chipping away at my soul
I ve been gone too long
Will I ever find my way home

[Chorus ]
There was a boy who had the
faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would
believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared
into the void and
I ve been searchin for
that missing person

He used to want to try to walk
the straight and narrow
He had a fire and he could feel
it in the marrow
It s been a long time and
I haven t seen him lately
but I ve been searchin for
that missing person