Who do I hope to finally be

Who do I hope to finally be?
is it not your life in me?
yet the how s too hard to see
too many times

Will I ever finally be
the true intented me?
And the old in me be freed
and left behind?

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Too many times
I m back inside
wanting desperately to hide
yet I know I know you say
you have to die
too many times
you hear my cries
I m at the end of all my tries
so I m open Lord so
teach me how to die

Here I am again alone
Afraid I ll lose all that i own
yet you see me as your own
I cannot fall

And what I am I still am not
at times I count the cost
yet I find there s nothing lost
if I give it all

[Chorus]
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